Well, school starts back in roughly a week and I thought I would
be looking forward to having a little time to myself, but I, oddly
enough, find myself panicking as I don’t want to be without my
little man. I can’t, for the life of me, understand the way
parenthood works…lol. I watch shows and movies where the
parents are glad to drop the kids off with family or friends, but I
feel so lonely and I feel like something is missing when my son is
away from home. I want to be there for him and protect him
every minute of every day, but I know that I can’t. I do take
comfort in the fact that my Heavenly Father watches over him and
knows him as he knows every child, those who are loved and
especially those who are forgotten. I thank Him so much for
letting me experience the miracle of motherhood with such a
gorgeous angel to take into my care! Other than salvation, I
can’t think of a greater miracle on earth than children!
Although school is a great place, as our children need their
education to make this a better world, I do not look forward to
school days as I thought I would. I have such wonderful
nieces and nephews and every single one of them are a unique and
special gift from the Father above to enhance and make our lives
worth living! God bless the children!!!!
